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I have momentarily relapsed and am back to wishing you loved me. Hopefully it will pass as quickly as it came. I was doing so well too.
You will always be missing when I’m in these rooms. You will always be in the back of my mind. I will always think about how if you were there I would have told you that we were going to use whatever it is to our advantage.
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“― Ali Smith, The Whole Story and Other Stories
“[text ID: It was a Sunday in September. There would only be four.]
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― Ali Smith, The Whole Story and Other Stories
[text ID: It was a Sunday in September. There would only be four.]
One day I’ll forget the way you would look at me
I think that teleidoscope Brian/Bryan? said “You see what you want to see” I’m trying so hard to remember what he said. At that moment it made sense even though he followed up with “I know that doesn’t make sense” but it did and I wish I remembered. I wish I could have gotten contact info. He told me that me sharing my teleidoscope was a good sign for him but what he said was a good sign for me.